People keep telling me to get over it...
I try...I really try.
It ain't that fucking easy.
When I try to suppress emoticons I have horrible nightmares. I wake up in a sweat and throw up.
911 was not an option in my book. That's the nightmare that I woke up to last night.
He was doing speed and had been up for 3 days. No sleep for me. When I would try to sleep, he would wake me up. "Wake up you stupid fucking cunt." He took my purse, my keys and my phone. He saw me eyeballing the bedroom window and said "if you leave I will kill your dogs."
Hence, I didn't leave.
I do not want to remember 3 days in a 10 second dream. It makes me think "What did I do wrong?"
It ain't that fucking easy.
When I try to suppress emoticons I have horrible nightmares. I wake up in a sweat and throw up.
911 was not an option in my book. That's the nightmare that I woke up to last night.
He was doing speed and had been up for 3 days. No sleep for me. When I would try to sleep, he would wake me up. "Wake up you stupid fucking cunt." He took my purse, my keys and my phone. He saw me eyeballing the bedroom window and said "if you leave I will kill your dogs."
Hence, I didn't leave.
I do not want to remember 3 days in a 10 second dream. It makes me think "What did I do wrong?"
posted by iamfallingfromgrace at 4:38 PM
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