You can't live this nightmare with out being broken.

He showed up. I actually let him in to my house. He hasn't changed. He was also pissed that I was going to school to be a chef.

My roommate wants him to show up when he's home...that shit isn't going to happen. Vance is a coward that beats women to make him feel stronger.

He's still homeless.

What I have learned in this world is you can't fix some one that is terminally broken.

He did break me but I'm smart enough to push through.

24 /7 that asshole was on my ass for no reason. 24 phone calls in one minute? Yes, it is possible. People don't believe me.

After seeing him the words come back. "Stupid fucking bitch" and those words are repeating in my brain...over and over and over. Or "Stupid fucking cunt".

He was relentless. He would wake me up in the middle of the night screaming at me.

That's why I sleep with one eye open if I can sleep at all.

You know what? I am a stupid fucking cunt for trying to fix him.