So…

I took Rip to the vet today.

She had a lump on the pad of her good leg.

The doc was concerned. I appreciated his honesty.

“She’s disabled so I can’t really judge if she ripped the skin off of a pad or a new pad is forming but it feels a little harder than it should. I’ll give you something to put on it but if it doesn’t clear up in a month, bring her back and we might have to do a biopsy.”

My mind: Did someone just say it might be cancer without saying it?

I talked to M today…she said “Don’t morn before you know. You will morn enough when she does go.” Appreciate what you have now.”

She’s right.

Did I just get positive advice and get it?

Noooooo…I think I might be sick. Yeah…yeah…I think I might have a fever.