Nichole…

At 50 she adopted 5 children. She was the other end of the phone. I finally found a hot line to help abused women.

Gross. I so fucking hate saying that. It sounds so weak.

Nichole had a drunk of a boyfriend. She was embarrassed to be seen in public with him.

Heh.

I know the feeling so well.

The phone call actually made me feel worse because eventually I have to fess up at some point.

I'm done. I've lost eleven pounds in two weeks.

I can't function...my heart hurts.

Does anyone understand this?

No.