It's so weird...

to smile.

All I got for Christmas was my two front teeth....

I think that was the best Christmas present I ever got. I can smile again. Okay, I'm still working on smiling completely, I'm use to hiding my teefers. My Ma paid for it. It was a 1/4 of the price in Texas that they quoted me in California.

I also loved Christmas Eve...every one got Ipads, Iphones, Itouch.

I got OZ. My Ma replaced the OZ bracelet I lost and a story book bracelet of The Wizard of Oz...and so much more. You should have seen the wine glasses she painted for me. Black with the white OZ.

Any hoo...I guess I'm coming down from Dallas. I miss my family.

I miss OZ.

I'm weird...

I saw this burn stain in a corn tortilla that I had on the stove. Yeah, I know that's weird. I guess I have to understand I see art in every thing. What I don't understand is why it's always my face. I would think at this point it would be his. I have a couple of him with jagged teeth because he use to bite me.

I think this is why I saw some thing in the...heh...corn tortilla. He bit me on the cheek one night. That took a shit load of make up to cover it up. He was directing me to make it looked passable to go to work. Looking back it's disturbing but I understood that every day he could and would kill me if I fucked up. Now all the shit is starting to come out.

He was a nightmare and he still is.

I would love to find a place to display my art in the name of "Domestic Violence".

This shit is not fair...the torment.