30 minutes after that last post I was at the emergency room…

I tried everything all night. I read…looked at blogs…I was trying everything in my power to breath. If I laid down I coughed, if I sat up I coughed.

Then I just couldn’t breath anymore.

My ass could sure shimmy to the ford in a fucking heartbeat.

On a side note…it sucks to go to the emergency room by yourself.

Anysick…doc told me I had a bronchial attack. I didn’t know I was at war. He also wants me to be tested for Asthma.

Several steroids and breathing treatments later I’m on speed. You don’t give that shit to people that can’t handle it.

I’m actually a little terrified.

I have to calm myself down…and I just don’t know how.

Does xanax mix with steroids?

I’m not sure if I want to find out.