I didn’t realize after that last post what I was actually saying.

No one has been through what I’ve been through…not my specific dilemma, that is.

It’s funny when you are in a situation you never see the aftermath. I now see it.

It’s disturbing and enlightening all at once.

Piles of shitty ass memories are coming up but the sun also continues to shine.

I lost my being with him but I never lost who I was. I just had to hide it…because he didn’t like it.

I can’t believe I went through what I did. I surprised I’m here today.

But you know what…it’s fabulous…now…again.