I still have nightmares about him...

He always has a knife...a hunters knife with the jagged edges. I always see his eyes in the dream. Pupils so big I could barely see the steel grey color. He's over me when I'm sleeping. I wake up before he kills me.

That happened last night. I woke up in a sweat, jumped up with my hands over my face and..my dogs were snoring.

It was just a dream.

People say "Get over it already." Sure...no problem. I fake it.

I still can't say I hate him after all he has done to me.

Am I afraid he is going to kill me? Yes.

Being on guard 24/7 is tiring.

I wanted to draw a picture of him being evil...what happened is him being slowly erased.