I haven't been sleeping well...

Basically not at all. I've gotten five hours in the last two days.

The few hours I sleep I had nightmares of the house catching on fire or a knife coming after me. The last was me screaming help me in the front yard and I got stabbed, left shoulder blade to the ground. I was trapped. Then all the sudden there were EMT's, Glendale Police, Vance and my roommate. All standing over me. No one was helping me but some one said "You did a good job, Vance."

When I woke up my hands were clenched, my girls were snoring right beside me...I could hear my roommate snoring from the other room.

What I got from the dream was...all you got is yourself. Fight.