I write notes...

This one read "Robert said "You're a stupid fucking bitch." Sweet.

I wrote it and taped it to my chest of draws.

He woke up this morning and said "I know I said some bad stuff to you last night."

I ripped off the paper and handed it to him. I was so enraged I couldn't speak.

"Oh my god, India I am so sorry."

Sorry is a sad word. Just stop doing it. I don't think that's a lot to ask.

I asked him why he said it to me. His reply was astounding.

"I was pissed that guy called you a fucking cunt."

Interesting. This is where I get foggy.

Let me explain...it's comical.

He said "I was so mad at that guy calling you a fucking cunt I took it out on you."

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahashahahaha!

I finished a fight he started.

Words can be cruel. What am I hearing in my head right now?

"Fucking cunt and stupid fucking bitch."

It makes my hands shake. It reminds me of a very bad place.

Chose your words wisely because you never know the dagger that the other person feels.