One more time...better...faster...and with more feeling...
What the fuck did I do wrong? Now I’m starting to think…that’s always bad... Ok….I know…I know…people can say all they want about what I’ve been through. But they are not ME. Yeah I fucked up. Man…I fucked up bad. What a mind fuck that I did to myself….not to mention what he did to me. See….I thought it was all good. I thought that I was free and clear from this shit or his bullshit. No…..not sure that I will ever be.
He did more damage than I thought.
It’s like a movie in your mind that won’t stop. No pause…no eject…nothing but play…..and that shit is playing today…….
Over and over and over again……
He did more damage than I thought.
It’s like a movie in your mind that won’t stop. No pause…no eject…nothing but play…..and that shit is playing today…….
Over and over and over again……
posted by iamfallingfromgrace at 1:30 AM
3 Comments:
9 years.. think of it.. it's going to take time.
i agree with Mindy. time, time, time. i know that doesn't necessarily make the crappy moments easier... but don't beat yourself up because you feel. you'll get through.
i have something for you to read, related to 'time', etc.
i need to dig it up, but i'll try to track it down and either e-mail it or post it. probably e-mail.
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