I just want him to be happy....

Do you know how many times I think about him in one day? Too many…it crucifies me. Everyone in his life has left him. No one understands….no one…but me. I was the last one standing. No one saw him but me….and I left him alone….the guilt that I live with is almost unbearable. No one understands…I’m not even sure I do. He was just too cruel to me. I couldn’t take it anymore.

As horrible as this person was to me, I will still love him, because no one ever did.